Monday, December 14, 2009 ♥
♥ 4:47 PM
Things just can't be settled easily as i thought..
I hate myself to love you so much that i didn't even know i did..
Why do you have to keep appearing in my mind?
I just can't stop thinking about you..
My friends keep tell me not to think too much..
But how can i stop thinking when you are all i think about..
How i wish you could know that i miss you now!?
You are still at Jakarta..
I can't even text you to let you know..
But are you what i think?
That you really don't give a damn to me?
I hope not..
But the real truth are soon going to reveal..
I hope that it will not be the bad side i think..
Haiz..
I thought that i can just let this go but i really can't..
My feelings now is just like a song named:
Burning out by Tata young
Lyrics:
I don't wanna take a step back
But I'm running on emptiness
We're just no longer on the same track
And it's killing me in every way
You take me in; shut me out, you're breaking me down
Tell me that I'm the one, but I see through your lies
It's all misleading, you keep me bleeding
It's like I'm burning out, burning out
You're making me feel so alone
Baby just let me let go
Cuz I just can't escape your ghost
The fire you started once is now
Burning out, burning out
I'm burning out, burning out
I just fade away
We're burning out, burning out
We keep on burning out, burning out
I can't find myself leaving
And it hurts with every breath I take
That I will never know the feeling
Of you loving me the same way
You take me in; shut me out, you're breaking me down
Tell me that I'm the one, but I see through your lies
It's all misleading, you keep me bleeding
It's like I'm burning out, burning out
You're making me feel so alone
Baby just let me let go
Cuz I just can't escape your ghost
The fire you started once is now
Burning out, burning out
I'm burning out, burning out
I just fade away
We're burning out, burning out
We keep on burning out, burning out
Have you ever even noticed
All the pain when you look into my eyes
Tell me, have you ever even thought about
that I'm, I'm burning, I'm burning out
You're making me feel so alone
Baby just let me let go
Cuz I just can't escape your ghost
The fire you started once is now
Burning out, burning out
I'm burning out, burning out
I just fade away
We're burning out, burning out
We keep on burning out, burning out
This song really express my feelings now..
And i really wish you could listen to this song.
And understand it..
Hope that things will really come to an end..
I'm really tired of what i'm taking in now..
Hmmm..
Anyway i think my post will just end here..
Bye readers..
TatA..
=)