Hmmm..
Just took my results today..
Haiz..
Unfortunately need to retest my English and Science..
If not i'm going to retain in secondary 3..
Which i don't wish to..
So i'm going to be a good student from now on..
And behave well in class..
Especially this two weeks of extra curriculum time..
Must hand in homework, cannot sleep in class, pay full attention...
I must do it mann..!
No matter what..
I'm sure going to work hard..
As i do not want my parents to be disappointed and i also wanted to get in to express next year..
Hmmm..
I believe i can do it mann..
Haha..
So i'm going to request my next week working roster to 10pm at most..
Hmmm..
If not i'm going to be half dead in school which will affect my studies..
Which i don't want to..
Hmmm..
After that went to mei hua's birthday bbq..
It was like not fun at all..
Went there for a while then go off liao..
With wen qi, elaine and xiang ying went off earlier..
Somemore it suddenly rain so heavily like crazy..
We are all wet but luckily i'm not too wet as i got ride bike ya..
Hahaha...
Actually it was quite fun in the rain..
Then later went to mcdonald to dry ourselves up..
Ate fries then waited for the rain to stop..
After that..
Elaine and me crave for KOI milk tea..
So we went to there to buy it..
Elaine and me bought the same thing ya..
What a coincidence..
Hahaha..
We bought hazelnut milk tea, half sugar and medium size..
Hehe..
It was like like damn super nice to drink..
And the pearl was damn chewy..
Haha..
I love it mann..
Then after that went to bus stop to take bus home..
While waiting for bus, we chit-chatted a while ya..
later....
Elaine, wen qi and me took bus 31 go back..
Haha..
Also chit-chatted in the bus as well..
We are like haven't been chit-chatting for years like that..
Talk until non-stop and even not enough time..
But don't know why is it like that..
Haiz..
Probably we are girls thats why..
Girls tend to chit-chat a lot ya..
If you people doesn't know that..
Hahaha..
Anyway still the same..
Missing *** much every now and then..
Haiz..
Don't know what to do..
Anyway nothing much..
Thats all..
Bye readers..
TatA..
=)

 

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I think i'm crazy ytd...
Or probably i'm just tired..
Hmmm..
Went to school then quite slack..
Haha..
Wearing blue coloured contacts but teacher seems not even caring..
Probably they are blind..
Haha..
Then after that went to bugis with chia hwee to change the bloody hell lousy heels..
Didn't get refund but instead a new pair of the same shoe..
Haiz..
Stupid..
But nevermind as i do really like that shoe..
But i jusst scared that it will be spoilt again the next time i wear it..
Arrrggg..
Lol..
After that went home with chia hwee coming along..
Then bathe le go work..
Chia hwee went there to eat zinger student meal that she had crave for the whole day..
Haha..
Then on the way received hafiz call asking whether i'm working..
And even got to knew that he actually work today with me at base..
Working is like hell with m'am chinling..
Somemore hafiz and me was like having a bad headache and was feeling super unwell..
We both even took 2 panadol EXTRA without having any meal before that..
I know you people will think we are crazy..
But no choice ya..
I think that the panadol had somehow causes hafiz and me to be crazy at a certain time..
Oh..
It was like behaving in a weird and abnormal behaviour..
My gosh..
I can't believe that i behaved like that..
Shit..
Haiz..
And today keeping missing that person again and i can't really stop..
How stupid am i mann..
But i just can't take it anymore for not seeing *** for a day..
I guess i'm totally obsessed i think..
But not that serious yet..
I know i can control my feelings for sure..
Haha..
-.-lll
Lol..
Hmmm..
But it was a fun day for me anyway..
Laughing all the way although i was damn tired and sick..
Haha..
Anyway got to go sleep le..
Bye readers..
TatA..
=)

Labels: Really really missing you all the time.....

Damn tired today..
Feel like sleeping wherever i go..
Haiz..
Arrggg.
Just now just came back from m'am linda's birthday chalet..
Was disappointed as only me and wen qi are SPCE KFC staff there..
And no others came..
Damn sadded..
Haiz..
Somemore one thing that make me more furious is that..
My heels actually spoilt..
Oh my goodness mann..
I just wore it for the first time and i just bought it yesterday!
Idiot..
So easily spoilt..
The shop cheat my money..
I'm going to go back and try to refund or change mann no matter what..
It's damn bad in the quality..
Arrrggg..
Stupid..
Hmmm..
The barbeque food today in hte chalet was not bad..
I love it mann..
Damn tasty and delicious..
Even wen qi think so..
Haha..
LOl..
ANyway..
2 more days to my birthday..
hmmm..
Although my celebration has postpone..
But i still hope i could enjoy greatly on the actual day which is this sunday..
HAha..
Anyone want go shopping with me???
Haha..
Sian ar..
Today just like that then..
Nothing to post really..
See you next time readers..
Bye..
TatA..
=)

Labels: missing you really much ya..

Wa seh..
Damn tired ar..
Keep working this few days..
Going to die soon..
Haha..
Just kidding..
By the way..
It's M'am LInda's Birthday today..!
Haha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Hope that all your wish will come true..
Be a good mum..
Haha..
Hmmm..
Today work base like never work like that..
So relax..
Haha...
Got fadhil, Kaja(trainee) and shiwan help..
Actually also don't really need me there..
First time so relax during work..
Never even perspire..
Haha..
After work..
Suddenly wen qi shout my name don't know for what..
Then heard that Zie came..
I was like so "surprise"...?
Haha..
Okay..
A bit la..
Anyway..
It's none of my business..
Hmmm..
I think i'm going to turn crazy soon..
Keep thinking of you..
Siao ar..
Stupid me..
Haiz..
Cannot control anyway..
Cause I love you..
Wahahaha..
Crazy..
I'm going to stop all this nonsense now ya..
If not i'm going to be mad..!
Hmmm..
Anyway..
Today was just a short update..
Nothing else to post ya..
Goodbye my readers..
TatA!!!
=)




 

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I'm tired..
Finally get off working at TK KFC..
Arrrrgggg..
Will be back to SPCE tomorrow!
Haha..
=)
Hmmm..
5 days more to go...
To my BIRTHDAY...
Hope will get lots of  presents!
Haha..
Nothing to post anymore..
Bye bye..
TatA..
=)

Labels: Missing you...

What a tired days for me..
I've been working like hell this few days at TK KFC..
And i have to work tomorrow for the last day there..
Then have to work SPCE KFC too at next monday,tuesday,thursday and saturday..
Arrrrrgggg..
Going to turn crazy soon..
I hate working at TK..
Working with those people have no fun at all..
It was like so boring.. >.<
What the hell...!
Hmmm..
Damn tired now..
My eyes was like going to close soon..
So have to post quickly..
But there is one thing that i'm damn happy..
I have actually make up my mind!!!
I have totally forget about that person..
And having no feelings at all..
Haha..
And i have found that i really love one person that actually had never leave my heart at all..
*** still stays inside my heart deeply..
That i can never forget and let go..
For now i will believe that nothing is impossible..
I will go for what i want to happen in the future no matter what..
And if my life are going to turn out in any of the way...
I will accept it fully with no regrets..
As i know that my life are predestined..
No use of forcing it to change..
So i shall only Wait,Feel and See(WFS) what will happen next..
And accept whatever that are coming towards my life..
Hahaha..
Ok ya..
Thats all..
Goodbye readers..
Hope that my wish will come true..
TatA..
=)

Labels: happy days just like that.. =)

Okay..
Today's mood was no difference from yesterday's..
Still feeling the darkness in my heart no matter how bright the sun was today..
But i have decided that..
Everything have to go back to normal ya..
That's my wish now..
I do not want any changes to be made in my life now..
It's time for me to stop everything that i'm thinking now and look forward into my life..
I have finally made a decision that i shall continue to be just friend with you now and forever..
No further movement...
That's what i hope to be success in..
Please..
I just read my horoscope today and i found it very accurate to me now..
I shall kept in mind with that..
As it says..
I may be confuse about relationships that i'm facing now..
And i may not know who is the right person but that particular person may be my connections in the past or foreign and its always standing out of everyone around me..
So i shall wait and look for that person..
Hmmm...
Anyway i think we will be good friends forever no matter what..
I hope so..
If i could really get rid of you out of my heart..
=(

Labels: It's impossible.. =(

Black was the colour of my mood today..
And i really don't know why it ended up like this today..
Today was suppose to be a happy and sweet day for me..
But it ended up as if the day was no longer bright anymore..
All i can see is the dark night at every 12am in the day..
Totally dark and silent..
I do not enjoy that..
As all i want is to have a bright and shiny day..
But today my wish was not granted and i even felt backstabbed to my mood..
Feeling totally disappointed and despair that i do not even want to see you anymore..
You've made a world end for me and you did not even realise it..
You are just living in your own world with fun and laughter..
And did not even care how i feel when you replied me in those attitude that you don't even give a damn to it..
Do you know how it hurts to be treated like that..?
I guess you will never know..
And i did not want you to know too..
As now..
You have made me feel that i really want to drive you out of my heart..
As i just can't take it anymore..
You are driving me crazy..
But i can't blame you..
As it's not your fault after all..
=(


I'm really sick and tired of everything that happened this few days..
Don't really know what is my true feelings..
Haiz..
And also i'm getting confuse on what is right and what is wrong..
Should i just let this go on..?
And just let things go on the way it is..
Pretend that everything is alright..?
What's wrong with me..
My mood was up and down like a see-saw, a wave or even a slope..
How stupid am I being right now..
Oh gosh..!
Damn it!
Can't take it anymore..
=(


Hey yo..
i'm back readers..
Arrrr..
Damn tired today..
Another full shift ya..
Tomorrow still have to work..
Haiz..
Luckily that Idiot Bloody Hell Fucker didn't work today..
If not he really got to be dead..
I'll sure give him one tight slap straight if he comes to work..
Really cannot take it..
Stupid..
Arrrggg...
Don't want to talk him anymore..
Today was quite fine..
But feeling sick anfd tired of working cashier..
Today break record..
Didn't change any order today..
And luckily no CHAMPS today ya..
I'm so scared to get champ checks..
As it's been so long that i haven't even gotten my first champs yet..
Haha..
Stupid..
I don't know What the hell is wrong with me sia..
Don't know why i this few days keep fighting with people..
Or is there something really wrong with the person who fought with me..
Seems like they like to make me angry and fight with me later on..
Stupid seh..
Yesterday is zie..
Then today Hafiz..
That stupid dummy Hafiz keep saying i'm the lala in teletubies..
Idiot seh..
ARRRRRRR!!!
Feel like killing him..
I'm damn tired because of him sia..
Fight with him..
Struggle like hell with him..
Just like yesterday struggling with zie..
Stupid..
Make my hand full of smoke smell..
Chibai seh..
Don't know fight with him how many times today..
Arrrrggg..
IDIOT..
And the most stupid is that ser kai..
Chibai..
Anyhow say hafiz and me like couple fighting..
Tell him to SHUT UP la..
Wa liao..
Damn irritating seh..
Don't like people to anyhow say..
Full of nonsence..
Hmmm..
It is also lucky that Hafiz not working tmr..
Haha..
If not i don't know whether i will still continue to fight with him..
Stupid Dummy..
Arrrgggg..
Idiot..
Don't want to talk le..
I know you readers are bored..
Sorry ya..
Anyway..
Bye Bye..
TatA..
=)

Hiie everybody..
I'm finally back from work..
Damn tired ok...
Work 3 and a half hours of free labouring..
But anyway that's okay for me..
Okay..
Sorry to all readers that i'm going to post something vulgar..
But I'm not going to care what you people will comment about my this posting..
And i'm going to let out all my thoughts in this post..!
Today was ATROCIOUS!!!
I'm damn fucking hell angry during work today..
Although it's not good to say the person's name out..
But i'm going to say no matter what!
I have enough on you..
ONG WEI XIANG!!!
Don't ever think i will not know your true colours..
It is only that i have been tolerating and tolerating..
You this IDIOT!
Whatever you have done today have already shown all your true colours!
You this SISSY!
Chibai..
I hate you this kind of cheap people!
Dare to do don't dare to own up..
Like to touch people so much..
Even dare to touch wen qi and me!
Don't want to DIE is it!!!!???
You this psycho! Sick ass..
Don't think i scold you on the spot is kidding with you..
And you can laugh all the way you want..
You think i'm kidding than think twice.. you PERVERTIC BASTARD!!!
If there are no crowd today..
I'll sure i'll scream and shout@ you..
Or even give you one tight slap straight..
Till you cry like a baby..
Don't think that i don't dare..
You may try to dare me if you want to..
You are lucky that the crowd saved your tears..
But don't think you are off that easily..
Others may still think you are not in the wrong but crazy..
But from today onwards..
I'm going to let others know how cheap & pervertic you are..
Don't try too far on me..
You will not have things goes easily on you..
Try me..
And stop telling me whatever that person did to me..
What she had kiss on my shoulder.. blahblahblah..
Stop your nonsence.. PLEASE..
Whatever you did to me is way too far from whatever she did..
Anyway whatever happen to me and her it is none of your business..
So Shut Your mother Fuck Up!!!~
Do you know you are damn busybody and irritating..
So what if i may accidentally kiss on her when me and her fight just now..
It's none of your business right?!
And you have no need to care or comment..
Whatever you say are not welcome to me!
Don't say i'm exaggerating too much..
I'm not that kind of person that will anyhow scold people..
It's a confirm that there are certain reason for me to do so..
There are always a line between everybody..
And i do not like people to cross that line to me..
But unluckily..
You have..
And you have not realise your mistake..
That's what i can't tolerate..
Do you know how disgusting you are?
Oh please..
It's pretty hell disgusting okay..
Who do you think you are? Huh?!
Hello!
Do you know you are an idiot bloody hell sissy fucker to me?
Whatever action that you did..
Are damn disgusting and it's always making my goosebumps out non-stop..
Arrrgggg!
Cannot take it anymore..
Do you know that you are not fit to be a christian at all..
Cause you have done all this things..
God may forgive you for whatever you did..
But i'm not so kind to let you off easily..
You will pay off for what you did today..
I'll make sure you get it from me the next day that i'll be seeing you!
And not long for sure..
So..
Get prepared to have some surprise...
IDIOT!!!
So hope that everyone will know what kind of person you are..
If you are scared..
Then pray to God that you will not work with me..
If not you are going to live and work in misery..
And i hope you will try me..
So that i can have my great revenge on you..
Anyway i will no matter what..
Don't try to escape huh..
You will never get to..
CHIBAI!!!
And please i don't ever want to talk to you again anymore neither do i want to see you..
So scram as far as possible when you see me..
If not i don't know what am i going to do to you..
BITCH!!!
Sorry readers..
Bored right..
I'm still bloody hell angry..
Want to know more about what this bloody hell mother fucker sissy did to me..
Text me for those who know me or ask me directly when you see me..
I'm pretty willing to tell you all on what he did..
okay..
thats all..
Bye Bye..

Labels: Don't know what the hell is this world happening...

Hmmm..
Today was stupid..
Went to dhoby gaut with wen qi to the Create Talent pte ltd model company..
Actually they wanted us to be their model but of course not those contracted ones..
But must make portfolio the must pay money..
At least $370 then btr ones were $670 leh..
OMG..
But can pay by installment la..
Haha
Then we under 16 must seek parental consent..
But actually wanted to agree..
Model leh..
Chances for me was little..
Somemore able to go overseas for free such as Korea, Hong Kong and many more for events there..
Haha..
My favourite leh..
But in the end wen qi and me say we don't want first..
Then the person say we can go back anytime we want to say that we agree to be their model..
Probably in my 16 or 18 or even 21?
See first lor..
Somemore next time the prices for portfolio was going to rise to $1000+!
Siao..
Or maybe if i that age got work then its enough for me to pay?
Don't know..
Haha..
After that went to eat Carl's JR..
Wa siao..
The burger wars big..
Somemore we upsize leh..
Haha..
I cannot finish..
But wenqi can..
Cause i tricked her..
Haha..
I very bad hor..
Haha..
Then ltr we went to paya lebar to study..
Actually suppose that clarin should be coming with us to study de..
Then in the end she cannot agian..
Always like that..
I already predict le lor..
Haha..
My prediction very accurate de lor..
Don't believe can ask wenqi or other of my friend that know that..
Haha..
Then called zie out to the dining area to give her, her birthday present..
Haha..
She was like damn funny..
Haha..
Then after that..
Wenqi and me was like laughing like hell..
Haha..
We are 'crazie'..
Okay..
Lol..
Then we chat chat chat..
Go in office to check roster..
Chat with m'am Ann..
Also laugh like hell..
Then keep reminding zie not to forget to take the present if not i'll kill her!
And she told me not to worry she won't forget..
Haha..
If let me know that she forgot to take the present..
I will smack her head ar..
Stupid then she keep disturbing me by leaning herself on me...
OMG..
Disgusting freak..
Haha..
Just kidding..
And keep hitting my shoulder ask me this ask me that..
Arr..
Stupid!!!
But i get use le..
Nevermind lor..
It is okay..
Anyway my sis what..
Haha..
Then after that say GOODBYE to everybody..
Haha..
Cause wenqi got to go toa payoh with her mum..
Arrr..
I was like sian sia..
So early go back home..
But ok la..
Can rest earlier and study again tmr..
Hmmm..
Hope that i could pass my english, maths and chinese..
Then can promote to sec4 express le..
Haha..
Okay la..
Nothing else..
Bye Bye..
TatA..
=)

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This few day don't know why keep going out with chia hwee..
And we only go two places which is.......
You guess....
haha..
parkway and bugis only leh..
What the hell..
Haha..
but its ridiculous that exam liao still go out..
Siao ar..
Want to be gana kill by parents ar..
haha..
We go out always eat the same thing de..
KFC... J.CO and nothing else..
Bei sian ar..
LOL..
Aiya i swear i'm not going to eat KFC and J.Co for this entire week anymore!!!
If not i'm going to die for that..(but of course i'm not that stupid)
Haha..
Nothing to talk le..
Bye bye..
=)