Sunday, August 16, 2009 ♥
Haiz..
I'm trying to forget a lot of things in my mind but i just can't..
It's been bothering me much..
But i just can't get rid of it..
It's kind of stupid actually..
But how..?!
There's no way i'm gonna forget about it..
Arrrrrrggggg
Can someone help me?
Please..
I'm begging..
Hmmm..
I think nobody will or can help me in this kind of things..
Actually the one who can help me is myself..
But i can't think out of the box..
That's the reason..
O.o..
Stupid..
If i let my feelings go..
I feel very uneasy..
And not comfortable at all..
Must as well i forget about it..
Sian..
Don't want to talk about it anymore..
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Hmmm..
It's been a long time that i haven't seen someone..
I kind of forget about how that person looks like..
Haha..
Stupid right?
But by the way..
I don't want to remember the person face anymore..
Can be said i don't want to see that person again anymore..
Hello?!
It's only a month that i haven't seen that person..
And i think if i don't get to see that person in one or two more months..
I probably won't remember that person have even appear in my life..!
HAha..
Actually that's what i always wanted..
Hmmm..
And i think it will come true..
Cause i probably really won't get to see her..
Haha..
I'm bad isn't I.. ?!
You can or may say so..
But actually do you know what..
This person actually kind of ruin my life and making me ind of miserable..
But now i'm okay with it..
Cause actually it' stupid to feel that way..
Haha..
LOLs..
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11 1/2 more hours to go..
And i got to go work..
Haiz..
Boring.
Want to go study for exams also cannot..
Nobody can replace me leh..
Work until 8pm..
Reach home also tired like hell..
No time to study le..
Sian..
Can say goodbye to my excellent marks..
Hmmm..
=(
Arrrrggg..
Cannot imagine ar..
Hope i can make it for my exams..
Really really hope so..
If not i'll die mann..
But good news is..
I already pass my english..
As this CMT2..
There's no paper for language ya..
So all the marks come from portfolio, homework and class test..
For class test i don't really know the marks yet..
But the rest..
Total i got 72/100..!!!
It's an A2 leh..
Haha..
I so happy..
Hmmmm..
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Hey wait..
No more count down to working time..
Cause i just founded someone to replace me!!!
Hahaha..
Thanks to ser kai..
Thank you!!!
Yeah..
I can go study le..
No more worries..
Whoaho!!!
Haha..
Isn't that great..!!!
Of course it is..
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Haiya..
Tell you what..
No need go study le..
Someone want to stay home study..
So..
No Studying for me tomorrow..
Sian..
Stupid..
I dislike last minute thingy..
But no choice..
Got to work then..
If not nothing to do tomorrow ya..
Sian..
Haiz..
Hmmm..
I think it's enough of blogging..
OKay ya..
GoodBYe..
Seeya..
=)
Loved lots von.
<3
Labels: I admit i hated you but this leave a crack in my heart too.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ♥
8/11/09 Tuesday
Reply tag:
To Wen qi:
I am just trying to relieve my feelings..
You don't have to be so serious about what i say in my blog..
No need any comments or whatever..
Whatever you say is what i think of you too..
I didn't really trying to put words in your mouth.
What i say in my blog is just what i see and feel right after whatever i just heard about..
Okay..
Hope you won't be so serious until you have to say all this in my tagboard.
And whatever it is..
Sad to say although we may be friends again but i don't think we will be that close anymore as all this things that happen these few days, we have to really think about it.
Is not that i'm putting all the fault to you, i also know that i'm not that good too.
But seriously i just want you to know that, i just can't see any changes from you from all these years..
I know you may be changing..
But one thing that i really can't tolerate and understanding is that you need to ask pple to know that what you are in the wrong..
Seriously you don't have to ask others but just yourself then..
You may think i very what saying you but not saying myself..
Me, as my own, i know what i'm thinking and what i've done wrong..
I admit nobody is perfect as you said in your blog but i didn't expect you to be perfect.
I just simply want you to know your mistake and never ever did that again and hopefully you may change.
After ytd call..
You told me that you are willing to change for me but i did not did the same to you..
But telling you.
I'm seriously willing to change for you whatever you do not like about me but it seriously ddeends on the situation..
I will cut down on my vulgarities for sure..
And any other thing that i think about myself that is not good.
For you, i hope you seriously change your attitude towards everything in your life.
i really just can't stand it..
It also hurts me having you facing all the things that you are going through your life in your that attitude..
Really have no words to say anymore from me.
Thats what i've been thinking..
But seriously just to tell you..
I actually hated pple to cry ya..
Especially those who cry because of just this small thingy..
Haiz..
Just can't understand why you pple need to cry over all this thing that had already happen.
It's kind of stupid..
Okay..
But no offence to you ya..
I'm sorry if i have accidentally offended you..
This is my fact of telling you ya..
Nothing else.
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8/12/09 Wednesday
Hmmm..
Kinda feel tired no matter how much i sleep..
i think i going to be sick soon..
Haha..
Although its good that i will be getting mc..
But i don't really hope to..
Boring..
Arrrgg..
Cannot take it arr..
O fine..
This post is typed during F&N lesson ya..
Haha..
I think i'm siao.. Okay..
Crazy..
Really have nothing to do..
Today having band practice..
Don't really feel like going but i must be 'guai' leh..
Haha..
So go lor..
Sian..
Hope that someone can cheer me up today..
Hmmm..
Aiya nothing to talk about sian..
Later meeting Rin after school..!
Hope she will be the one who cheer me up..
Okay.
Tired of typing..
Bye.
TatA..
=)
Loved lots <3
Monday, August 10, 2009 ♥
Haiz..
Sian..
Today is National Day sia..
But i actually gotta work KFC for today..
Haiz..
If not can go watch NDP live..
Got free ticket leh..
But cannot watch..
CB..
But luckily today work also not bad..
Cause today double pay leh!!
Haha..
Can earn more money..
Targetting to save up to one thousand dollars by this year..
To fulfil my slimming dream!!!
Haha..
I sure i will be able to..
Hmmm..
Today went to KFC to work then saw something that make me more unhappy with someone..
CB lor..
The person actually tell my manager that i'm going to work with her next sunday the same timing..
WTF is that, she didn't even tell me that..
What..!!!???!!!
Scared ar..
Scared to tell me..
Then i will scream at "you" and won't forgive "you"!
Tell "you" what idiot..
You make me feel more hatred to "you" by doing this..
Do "you" know that!!!???
If "you" don't know..
Now i tell "you"..
I hate pple to be like that..
With no respect in other pple..
So don't expect me to give you respect "you" CB!!!
And do you guys know what..
I only knew that today from my manager and by my own eyes looking at the roster..
It make me damn fedup!!!
I hated pple to make decision for me and didn't even make the effort to tell me..
Wa..
Think that i won't know ar..
"You" think that i will think is manager want me to work then put me in to the roster!
Hey!!!
Don't treat me like a fool hor..
I'm not that stupid that i won't even ask why am i working when i didn't even put i wanted to work on that day..
Work is another thing..
Do "you" know i need to use next week to study for CMT2!!!
"You" no need to study but i need hor..
"You" everything also don't care but i do OKAY!!!
Since no changes can be make for next week roster..
I will still work..
But don't expect me to talk to "you" properly at work..
OKAY!!!
I will do my work and "you" will do yours..
Just mind your own business next week..
Hope "you" can understand..
Not that i don't want to forgive "you"..
But "you" really don't deserve my forgiveness..
"You" didn't even know what's your mistake..
How "you" expect pple to give forgiveness to "you"..
Hello!
Tell "you" what..
One day "you" haven't realise your mistake..
Don't come and ask for forgiveness from me..
And i don't care what pple say that i very what or sth..
That's my principle...
OKay..
I have my limit of tolerance..
And "you" have targetted my limit..
And that's all..
No any further..
And i don't want too..
If not we can just say that our friendship is over!
And actually i don't really mind that..
Cause i feel that it's not worth to waste my time on some pple that can't even realise what mistakes they have or can't even change at all..
'USELESS' is the only word that i can describe to this kind of pple..
No other than that..
Hmmm..
Hate hate hate..
Arrrrgggg!!!!
Don't want to talk about that anymore!
CB..
It's really stupid lor..
Wasting my time to talk about this..
But i really wanted to relieve myself..
Haiya..
Don't care don't care don't care...!!!
Idiot..
I have enough!!!
Arrrrrrrrrr....!!!!
Aiya whatever..
I got to go sleep le..
Bye guys..
Seeya..
Take care huh..
HAha..
TAta..
:)
LOve ya lots <3
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ♥
Wa..
Sian..
This is the second post that i type after changing my blog skin.
By the way..
The blogskins.com cheated me!
My blog skin surpose to turn out black on the background and with puprle font..
But it turns out to be white and pink!
Wa..
Cheater sia..
I know i can change it myself..
But i still feel gana cheated sia..
This is atrocious lor..
Zidan!
Stupid sia..
But anyway change liao..
I also quite like the colour la..
It suits my tagbourd colour and my music box's too..!
So i no need to waste time to do one more again..
So mafan..
Hmmm..
I wonder millie came back to USA from ssan diego le ma..
I miss her so much..
And i haven't received her email reply yet!!!
Haiz..
Sian..
Haha..
From this line onwards is what i'm typing when i reach home ya..
Haiz..
Today never go band..
Cause headache ar..
Wa..
Heard clarin say jieyuan want to sack me sia..
I was like damn bloody hell fucking care lor..
Since like that also want to sack..
Then sack la..
Chibai :X
At least i last week got go lor..
Stupid..
Sack liao.
Then ask them to play so many instrument themselve laa..
I don't mind being sack actually..
I just have to concentrate on my studies and i don't have to care about the CCA points at all lor..
It only helps to minus 2points from my o'level if i get an A..
But what if i don't..
In the end also no use..
Bloody bitch sia..
Haiya..
Don't talk about that anymore..
Make my mood bloody hell shit sia..
hMMM..
Now nothing to do at home..
Hey?!
Today got homework a not ar?!?
I think don't have laaa hor..
Haha..
Now currently haven't been working for about 2 weeks liao.
I'm not going to for 2-3 more weeks again cause exam is coming..
Sian..
Hate THAT!!!
But bobian..
hMMM..
Let's show you all some pics of adrian acting cool and nube faces..
Haha..
It's taken during the Festival Of Praise 2009 that held in indoor stadium
This is adrian with a nube face!
Adrian Acting Cool!
Haha..
I think that will be all for my post..
hMMM..
Seeya:D
<3>
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ♥
Haha..
Finally change my blogskin le..
Although its a plain one but i think it's nice!
Hmmm..
Today juz sended my first email to millie..
HAha..
Miss her so much sia..
Hope to see her soon!
Hmmm..
Sian..
Nothing to talk about today..
Its quite a boring day actually..
lame..
Hahs..
Got to go..
Bye..
Seeya..
:D
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