Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ♥
Haiz..
Sorry readers..
I'm really lazy and have nothing to update ya..
But anyway..
I have lots of thoughts and question in my mind now..
1. Do i have to really sound you?2. What's the reason that you can't sound me instead?
3. Hello?! I'm a girl after all..!
4. This is my first love.. Do you know that?
5. Who do you think you are?! ><
6. I'm not going to sound you.. Alright..
7. If you think you don't give a damn to it.. Then please forget about it.. Okay..
8. I'm really fine with it..
9. Why do you have behave like that..?
10. Seriously.. you are making me to fade my feeling for you..
11. What nonsenses reason is that of you?!
12. Could you please stop that..?!
13. You really make me feel that you don't give a damn..!
14. Since that's the case.. Why do we have to go on like that..?
15. It's making us miserable.. Isn't it? Don't you think so?
16. If not.. What?
17. What if you are at my position..? Will you like it?
18. Haiz.. I guess you don't understand..
19. Everybody was giving me lots of thoughts..
20. Seriously i might decide to fade this all..
21. Not that my love for you is fake..
22. Do you know that how sad i am to say this all?
23. You really have no idea... do you know that?
24. You are showing me that you don't care about my feelings at all, although you said you do..
25. I might choose other path.. And go on with my life and pretend nothing had happen between us..
26. I really wish that you do care..
27. Okay you may think i'm thinking too much..
28. But i seriously i don't foresee any good future of us..
29. And the cause is because of your attitude towards all this..
30. Am i right to say that you won't give a damn if i don't sound you?!
31. And you will also pretend that nothing had happen.. Am i right?
32. For sure you will..
33. This is my first confess in my entire whole 15 years of my life to a guy..! You know that..
34. How honoured are you..
35. I don't even mind that you have almost a dozen ex-girlfriend..
36. And i didn't even ask about your past relationship life..
37. You said you won't sound girls that love you.. But you want them to sound you..
38. To me it don't sound funny but it sound ridiculous..
39. You ask me whether i love you or like you.. And why?
40. And i answered love..
41. Cause love is to explain how much i like you..
42. There's no reason for why you like a person..
43. If there is a reason.. It's not a true love..
44. You get it?!
45. You said that you like me in the first place. but it fades..
46. Then i ask you again.. You said you still like me..
47. And you said that you like me because i'm talkative and you like my smile..
48. I don't even know how much you really like me..
49. Is that all to explain how much you like me...?
50. You make me scared do you know that?
51. I won't get to know what you are thinking..
52. You always change attitude towards me..
53. I won't get to know when you are speaking the truth..
54. You may lie to me.. For that i'm not very sure..
55. Spending time with you may be comfortable and enjoyable..
56. But you don't make me feel carefree and secure..
57. You are always making me hiding from you and gave me an unpleasant feeling..
58. What am i suppose to do..?
59. This is not the way that a relationship should be right..?
60. I really can't take it anymore..
61. To me it really feels miserable for you to treat all this like that..
62. Why am i always the one to make the first move?
63.You don't even want to try..
64. Are you going to go on like that..?
65. I really don't know what you thinking mann..
66. Can you just put down a little pride of yours?
67. Please?
68. I really don't feel like going on like this with you..!
69. I'm almost to the limit that i could take..
70. I'm almost ther to give up.. T.T
71. I'm running out of tears..
72. Do you know that..?
73. I guess you don't cry much like me towards all this right?
74. Stop acting an emo in front of me..
75. Which i don't think you have to..
76. But why you just have to be like that..?
78. Remembered i ask you change your profile pic as i do not like to see you that emo in msn?
79. I asked that is because i cared how you feel..
80. But you asked me not to see..
81. But i replied that we are chatting so i mustn't not see right..
82. And you actually replied me and ask me not to chat with you..
83. Do you know how much it hurt when you replied me that way?
84. I guess you don't know that too..
85. You keep hurting me without noticing that..
86. But i still keep my love for you.
87. What's all this?
88. It really don't feel good alright..
89. Right now... Not even a sms from you..
90. This shows that you really don't care..
91. Don't think that i'll sms you instead..
92 Three words: Wait Long Long..
93. Alright.. I won't be that naive to make the first move anymore.
94. So take it or leave it.
95. You don't like it.. You can just tell me.. And lets forget about it..
96. That's all i can say about you..
97. Sometimes you make me feel that you're a selfish person..
98. And to me.. You're really like a hypocrite..
99. I don't know which one is your true self..
100. Lastly, i don't want to carry on like this if you really don't care.. So i might really gave up!
Hmmm..
Readers..
That's lot right?
100 questions and thoughts..
Arrggg..
Really cannot take it..
Actually there's more..
But i shall end it in 100..
Anyway..
I'm damn tired now..
Bye bye..
TatA..
=)
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