8/11/09 Tuesday

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To Wen qi:
I am just trying to relieve my feelings..
You don't have to be so serious about what i say in my blog..
No need any comments or whatever..
Whatever you say is what i think of you too..
I didn't really trying to put words in your mouth.
What i say in my blog is just what i see and feel right after whatever i just heard about..
Okay..
Hope you won't be so serious until you have to say all this in my tagboard.
And whatever it is..
Sad to say although we may be friends again but i don't think we will be that close anymore as all this things that happen these few days, we have to really think about it.
Is not that i'm putting all the fault to you, i also know that i'm not that good too.
But seriously i just want you to know that, i just can't see any changes from you from all these years..
I know you may be changing..
But one thing that i really can't tolerate and understanding is that you need to ask pple to know that what you are in the wrong..
Seriously you don't have to ask others but just yourself then..
You may think i very what saying you but not saying myself..
Me, as my own, i know what i'm thinking and what i've done wrong..
I admit nobody is perfect as you said in your blog but i didn't expect you to be perfect.
I just simply want you to know your mistake and never ever did that again and hopefully you may change.
After ytd call..
You told me that you are willing to change for me but i did not did the same to you..
But telling you.
I'm seriously willing to change for you whatever you do not like about me but it seriously ddeends on the situation..
I will cut down on my vulgarities for sure..
And any other thing that i think about myself that is not good.
For you, i hope you seriously change your attitude towards everything in your life.
i really just can't stand it..
It also hurts me having you facing all the things that you are going through your life in your that attitude..
Really have no words to say anymore from me.
Thats what i've been thinking..
But seriously just to tell you..
I actually hated pple to cry ya..
Especially those who cry because of just this small thingy..
Haiz..
Just can't understand why you pple need to cry over all this thing that had already happen.
It's kind of stupid..
Okay..
But no offence to you ya..
I'm sorry if i have accidentally offended you..
This is my fact of telling you ya..
Nothing else.
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8/12/09 Wednesday

Hmmm..
Kinda feel tired no matter how much i sleep..
i think i going to be sick soon..
Haha..
Although its good that i will be getting mc..
But i don't really hope to..
Boring..
Arrrgg..
Cannot take it arr..
O fine..
This post is typed during F&N lesson ya..
Haha..
I think i'm siao.. Okay..
Crazy..
Really have nothing to do..
Today having band practice..
Don't really feel like going but i must be 'guai' leh..
Haha..
So go lor..
Sian..
Hope that someone can cheer me up today..
Hmmm..
Aiya nothing to talk about sian..
Later meeting Rin after school..!
Hope she will be the one who cheer me up..
Okay.
Tired of typing..
Bye.
TatA..
=)

Loved lots <3