Tuesday, April 14, 2009 ♥
♥ 1:21 PM
Sorry that i have not been updating for months ya..
But seriously have nothing to say much..
I'm damn pissed & sad these few days..
And it irritate me damn much..
Its simply idiotic & stupid...
Damn it mann..
No mood to talk about it..
Just hope and wish that the person that make me felt that way..
Could just get out of my sight for a few days..!!!
Arrr..
I have enough of the person mann..
Its been 4 days..
That i have to tolerate and tolerate..
I will go crazy soon or later..
I bet it..
But i know its impossible for the person to get out of my sight..
Cause i have to face that particular person everyday...
Stupid..
I don't know whether to resist my anger OR...
Should i just shout out loud to that person to get out of my sight as long as possible...
I simply hate that person mann...
Its making my life miserable with full of hatred & sadness..
If you guys know what exactly had happen..
I believe you all will also felt the same way or even worst.. i can say..
You guys may tell me to try to forget & forgive...
But things are not as simple as you think..
Its not easy to forget something that makes your heart hurts so much..
& its not the first time that i have to tolerate the person..
I think its simply too much ya..
The person is going too far..
That i cannot even try to forgive h** again...
I do not want to mention whether the person is a her or him..
Sorry ya..
Have you ever tried being getting mad by someone for three days in three different situation?
If you had..
You should probably know how i feel right now..
It simply ridiculous mann..
How can a person go so bad that he or she can make up story..
And cause you to be the one that will be blame by everybody in the end of the 'day'..
Can't really understand why people have to do that..
And also why must they cry even though nothing serious had happen..???!!!???
And the one who was suffering was not even themselves...
Oh my god..
What are exactly in their mind mann..?!
They just like to make things complicated & thats the thing that i hate the most..!!!
Grrr..
Thats only part of reason why i'm angry..
There are more things about what the person did...
That makes me more angry..
But i don't wish to talk about it ya..
It will spoil my mood..
Anyway its damn ridiculous & thats it..
Believe it or not..
Thats your choice..
& i can't force you all to believe it ya..
I won't blame anyone for that..
Haiz..
I think i should forget about it and see whats the situation next..
If that person makes me pissed again..
I don't know what will be my reaction ya..
I think i probably will just shout and scold that person until he or she cry..(probably)
And i will say this "FUCK OFF & GET OUT OF MY SIGHT FROM NOW ON!!!"I think that will make me relieve for the time being...
But still hope that i won't get the chance to say that to the person ya..
Cause actually i don't like the feeling to shout at people that way ya..
So WARNING to that person if he or she know i'm talking about h**..
Don't make me really have to shout at you..
Then you will realised how pissed have you make me..
If i do really have to do that..
That means you will get to see the other side of me ya..
And i hope not to..
Cause i have not show anyone that yet..
Then if thats the case you will be the first and the honoured one to experience it ya..
I'm not trying to scare anyone..
As i've said..
I'm already tolerating for a very long time..
And i'm trying to tolerate it again..
Somemore i'm seriously damn pissed already..
Don't make your or my life difficult..
Thank you.
Hope you really do understand what i'm talking about..
And i will not repeat that twice..
Don't try to test my patience ya..
A person tolerance is always limited...
Thats all i have to say ya..
Haiz..
Okay then..
Got to go..
Bye!